Merry Christmas.

I just came across my xanga after 2 years, and

WOW.

It's funny to look back on all the stuff I've written, and how much I've changed.

And I'm still learning.

Sydney

CHRISTMAS BREAK

Well it has been a whole month since I have taken time to write in this here xanga.

And I'm sorry to say this but...

farewell.

I rarely get any comments and I actually think writing in my own journal is more effective than writing in here.

Also, myspace and facebook are kicking xanga's scrawny ass.

lol.

But I'm going to keep all my entries.

They're so full of memories... and things I always want to remember.

Thank you xanga.

And goodbye forever.

i l o v e y o u

So
myspace is totally kicking xanga's ass. Sorry for the profanity.. but it's completely true.
But I figure I'll write in here because me and jon's convo is way old.

It's time for an update.

In the past few weeks I have:

*gone to school

*gone to work

*taken a CPR//First Aid class

*gone to the zoo with Susie for her birthday

*hung out with Kellie and Mikaela

*hung out with Joe {our 9 month anniversary}

*watched Aladdin

*watched my little sisters

And now

I finally get a break.

No school for the entire week is pretty freakin nice. I get to sleep in tomorrow, and the next day, and the next day....

And then there's Thanksgiving on Thursday. I don't have to work plus I get to gain about 20 pounds.

And after this break there's only a few weeks til Christmas break; and we're half-way through the school year.. already.

Time's moving fast but I'm prepared for whatever.

And now I'm prepared to go to sleep. I'm really freakin tired and I've got a pretty fulfilling day for tomorrow. But no school. Praise Allah for that.

haha.

iloveyou
and
goodxnight

Wow.

I thought that entry was very worthwhile to type. You should've read it.

check it out... i burned jon so bad

ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:37:12 PM): haha thanks.. JERK
firestarter2427 (10:38:03 PM): hey u know i love you
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:38:10 PM): i know
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:38:14 PM): lol
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:38:38 PM): oh.. && you didn't miss anything at the assembly. it was really quite gay
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:38:50 PM): although i did get in a gewd nap
firestarter2427 (10:39:44 PM): lol how long was it
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:40:01 PM): like half the friggin hour
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:40:04 PM): 45 mins
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:40:58 PM): && the theme was COMMIT TO EXCELLENCE. it had people explain their problems
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:41:29 PM): like "i didn't know where else to turn! so i went to drugs, the devil"
firestarter2427 (10:42:08 PM): lmao
firestarter2427 (10:42:21 PM): id stand up and scream CRACK KILLS!!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:43:23 PM): && i would be on the other side of the auditorium screaming NO IT DOESN'T YOU DOUCHE!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:43:27 PM): haha
firestarter2427 (10:43:33 PM): lol
firestarter2427 (10:43:38 PM): then id throw my joint at u
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:43:49 PM): lmao
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:43:53 PM): && i'd just smoke it
firestarter2427 (10:44:36 PM): yea then u know what i would do??
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:44:47 PM): like omg, what?
firestarter2427 (10:44:52 PM): id throw and rock at u
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:45:05 PM): && i'd smoke that too
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:45:12 PM): ...
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:45:16 PM): confused yet?
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:45:19 PM): lol
firestarter2427 (10:45:33 PM): lmao no thats actually what i meant
firestarter2427 (10:45:38 PM): i didnt think ud catch it
firestarter2427 (10:45:39 PM): but u did
firestarter2427 (10:45:43 PM): so... f u hard in the a
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:45:56 PM): HA! you only wish...
firestarter2427 (10:46:03 PM): ill be seein u tonight
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:46:16 PM): well c'mon then
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:46:19 PM): make it snappy
firestarter2427 (10:46:22 PM): lol
firestarter2427 (10:46:25 PM): quicky
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:46:41 PM): like usual right?
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:46:42 PM): lol
firestarter2427 (10:47:30 PM): lol ouch
firestarter2427 (10:47:33 PM): that was good one
firestarter2427 (10:47:36 PM): i give u props for that
firestarter2427 (10:47:43 PM): ok props are gone and ur a bitch
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:48:13 PM): well you're just a dirty little douchbag
firestarter2427 (10:48:30 PM): ur a giant dildo
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:48:59 PM): oh... so i'm what YOU eat instead of what i eat now, is it?
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:49:05 PM): ooohhhh burn!
firestarter2427 (10:49:15 PM): yea id like some ice for that please...
firestarter2427 (10:49:18 PM): that kinda hurt
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:49:30 PM): awww
firestarter2427 (10:49:50 PM): well u know what sydney?!?
firestarter2427 (10:49:57 PM): u wanna know wha tu can do
firestarter2427 (10:49:58 PM): here
firestarter2427 (10:50:01 PM): ill give u a hint
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:50:02 PM): that you love me? i know
firestarter2427 (10:50:22 PM): 8==========D~
firestarter2427 (10:50:27 PM): ...yea thats right
firestarter2427 (10:50:28 PM): SUCK IT!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:50:49 PM): must be actual size
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:50:53 PM): sorry don't think it will fit
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:50:59 PM): ... more ice??
firestarter2427 (10:51:00 PM): lmao dang
firestarter2427 (10:51:02 PM): ur pretty good
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:51:09 PM): damn straight
firestarter2427 (10:51:12 PM): lol
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:51:16 PM): lmao
firestarter2427 (10:51:21 PM): what are u ganster now?
firestarter2427 (10:51:37 PM): excuse me... gangstA
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:51:49 PM): bitch, please!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:52:00 PM): i'm not gangstA. i'm scrumptious
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:52:04 PM): lol
firestarter2427 (10:52:06 PM): lol
firestarter2427 (10:52:20 PM): blah
firestarter2427 (10:52:27 PM): so jonny p's pretty bored
firestarter2427 (10:52:29 PM): not gonna lie
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:52:47 PM): awh! my insults not entertaining enough?
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:52:50 PM): lol
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:52:54 PM): well i'm sorry
firestarter2427 (10:53:23 PM): sure we'll go with that
firestarter2427 (10:53:29 PM): or we could just say that u suck at life
firestarter2427 (10:53:33 PM): i like that one better
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:53:56 PM): like you suck on everything else?
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:54:00 PM): yea ok
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:54:04 PM): i like that 1 better too
firestarter2427 (10:54:17 PM): DAMNIT SYDNEY!!
firestarter2427 (10:54:23 PM): lol i hate u with a passion
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:54:27 PM): no
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:54:29 PM): no you don't
firestarter2427 (10:54:37 PM): yes
firestarter2427 (10:54:39 PM): yes i do
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:54:43 PM): no
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:54:46 PM): no you don't
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:54:51 PM): i'm just ON FIRE!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:54:58 PM): mwahahaha
firestarter2427 (10:55:25 PM): i give up haha
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:55:39 PM): oh jon you know that i love you dearly
firestarter2427 (10:55:54 PM): u better
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:56:49 PM): i do!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:56:52 PM): now
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:57:01 PM): who sent you a cookie gram tuesday?
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:57:05 PM): sydney did
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:57:08 PM): yes she did!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:58:28 PM): so o course i love you
firestarter2427 (10:59:09 PM): well that is deffinatly awesome
firestarter2427 (10:59:15 PM): and therefor i love you too
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:59:26 PM): score!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (10:59:29 PM): lol yes
firestarter2427 (11:01:13 PM): yesh haha
firestarter2427 (11:01:15 PM): well sydney
firestarter2427 (11:01:30 PM): i think its time that im gonna have to break off from this lovely conversation and hit the sack
firestarter2427 (11:01:36 PM): ... and then go to bed
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:01:36 PM): sha
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:01:42 PM): mee too
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:01:50 PM): i'm just a wee but tired
firestarter2427 (11:01:55 PM): we but tired
firestarter2427 (11:01:56 PM): lol
firestarter2427 (11:02:05 PM): haha
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:02:27 PM):  you know what i meant
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:02:39 PM): a *wee bit* tired
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:02:40 PM): lol
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:02:44 PM): anyway..
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:02:45 PM): thanks
firestarter2427 (11:02:54 PM): yea np
firestarter2427 (11:03:00 PM): well sydney
firestarter2427 (11:03:02 PM): twas great
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:03:06 PM): yes
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:03:08 PM): yes it twas
firestarter2427 (11:03:11 PM): good times as the hippys call it
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:03:33 PM): no hippies call it "wanna get high on.. what am i doin here?" times
firestarter2427 (11:03:34 PM): i probably spelled that wrong but im f-in tired so i really dont care haha
firestarter2427 (11:03:43 PM): lol
firestarter2427 (11:03:44 PM): sure
firestarter2427 (11:03:49 PM): we'll go with that
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:03:51 PM): lol yesh yesh
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:03:58 PM): mkay well gewd night jon jon
firestarter2427 (11:04:10 PM): night syd
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:04:12 PM): wuv you!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:04:15 PM): lol
firestarter2427 (11:04:25 PM): haha wuv you too if i have to
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:04:30 PM): yes you do
firestarter2427 (11:04:37 PM): fine... gay
firestarter2427 (11:04:40 PM): haha
firestarter2427 (11:04:41 PM): night
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:04:50 PM): shut up && go to bed
firestarter2427 (11:04:56 PM): lol FINE!
firestarter2427 (11:04:59 PM): i will!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:05:05 PM): finally!
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:05:10 PM): haha
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:05:15 PM): gewd night
firestarter2427 (11:05:29 PM): .. goodnight
firestarter2427 (11:05:32 PM): ha
firestarter2427 (11:05:33 PM): later
ForENsiCSstOLeME (11:05:40 PM): bye
firestarter2427 (11:05:44 PM): bye

so, i've finally figured out what i want to be when i grow up. i either want to be

#1: a photographer because people never take pictures when they're feeling sad;; everyone looks happy even if just in that moment.

or

#2: an astronomer because life on earth sucks and i'd rather see and deal with what's not on it;; but look to the stars and know there's something more.

♥